Life as a Cuckold

My wife saw her boyfriend last night for the first time in several months. These were her text messages when she arrived. It was a little bit difficult for me at times, mainly because of how excited she was to see him again and have sex with him. She helped me get over it when she got home. 

Equipment recommendations please: I’m looking for quality pegging gear that would be size-convertible and allow for insertion in both my wife (the pegger) and me (the peggee). This really isn’t my thing and I would like a dildo that is very, very slender … like approximately the girth of my thumb and maybe 6″ long. ISeriously, I have no interest in this as a size challenge. I’d rather it be a walk in the park, if you catch my drift.) Also, my wife is VERY very tight, so the knob on her side needs to be tiny also. I don’t expect to enjoy this, but I’m excited about doing this because it is, perhaps, my wife’s first confessed kink. We’ve been a married for 12 years and she has never EVER freely confessed any other kinks. (She has hinted at double penetration, but won’t talk about it.)

Everyone Knows Boyfriends Get What They Want ... and Husbands Live With It. A Very Stressful Evening: I have been very stressed because of something my wife dropped on me. I’ve known, since last week, that she is seeing her boyfriend tonight. But last night she informed me that she’s considering letting him fuck her ass. I was shocked and have been struggling all day not to be hurt or angry about it. (In 11 years of marriage, she’s never let me do that.) Just now, as she was getting undressed to shower, I was all hands all over her and she took me by my penis and began gently breaking the news of her decision to me, while stroking my penis. She reminded me that she loves me very much. But she explained things in a new set of terms: Her boyfriend decides what they do. It’s out of her hands. Her job is simply to service his sexual wants and needs. He cums wherever he wants and if he decides to fuck her ass, then he’ll fuck her ass – it’s his decision.  ”He’s my boss a...