Male Penis Fetish and Cuckolding ...

In case there's any confusion, I'm straight and so is my wife. Am I being defensive or homophobic? No. I've given head to a few guys in the past and very much enjoyed it. In some cases, I felt a feverish desire to continue or repeat it.

However, I simply do not find men attractive. The male form -- even in it's idealized version -- simply is not interesting to me. Watching gay porn, for me, is like watching rice cook.

Sometimes I wish it were interesting, my life would be much easier. Here's why: Male Penis Fetish. Like many men, I am excited by looking at a penis. I find great erotic charge and beauty in staring at a penis. The idea of looking at, touching, or having one in my mouth is, for me, extremely erotic.

Admittedly, for me, this charge may be a bit more than what other men feel. Some experts refer to this as "male penis fetish". 

In contrast, looking at a man -- even the most handsome or masculine man -- holds no charge whatsoever. In fact, it is often an deterrent for me getting my hands on a cock. Often, the a man's rugged good looks make it impossible for me to think of anything but having a beer and playing golf with them.

One thing is for sure:  My wife's teasing and taunting has a direct impact on my pre-existing penis fetish. It's like gasoline on a fire.

Here's a quick post that sheds some light on this dynamic. It was from a private chat on Tumblr that was simply TOO GOOD to keep private: