In case there's any confusion, I'm straight and so is my wife . Am I being defensive or homophobic? No. I've given head to a few guys in the past and very much enjoyed it. In some cases, I felt a feverish desire to continue or repeat it. However, I simply do not find men attractive. The male form -- even in it's idealized version -- simply is not interesting to me. Watching gay porn, for me, is like watching rice cook. Sometimes I wish it were interesting, my life would be much easier. Here's why: Male Penis Fetish. Like many men, I am excited by looking at a penis. I find great erotic charge and beauty in staring at a penis. The idea of looking at, touching, or having one in my mouth is, for me, extremely erotic. Admittedly, for me, this charge may be a bit more than what other men feel. Some experts refer to this as "male penis fetish". In contrast, looking at a man -- even the most handsome or masculine man -- holds no charge whatsoever. In fact, it is...